Letters From The Moon
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October 2017
- 25: Health Anxiety (30)
May 2017
- 18: My Mind & And Body (0)
April 2017
- 12: …Until We Meet Again (1)
March 2017
- 23: The Situation of the Situation (14)
- 08: Of belief and disbelief… (59)
January 2017
- 02: Chemo – The start… (38)
December 2016
- 31: The Inner Emotional Overflow (0)
- 31: Of Fears and Future (0)
September 2016
- 16: A Year ago… (0)
- 03: Surgery (0)
August 2016
- 31: When it Rains it Pours… So Get your Umbrella (3)
- 28: Month of chaos (0)
- 16: Moments of Being (31)
- 05: Just one of those days…. (17)
July 2016
- 13: Some Randomness (1)
June 2016
- 11: Invisible disability (0)
April 2016
- 28: Yes or No? …That is the Question (0)
- 23: Every Moment You Get is a Gift (18)
- 15: Bits and pieces… (0)
February 2016
- 20: The need to fit somewhere (6)
January 2016
- 29: Chopin – Fantasy Impromtu (1)
- 03: The year of 2015 (4)
November 2015
- 30: Love Struck (16)
- 12: Insanity of the Moment (2)
- 07: Day 45 (Week 8) EC Surgery (0)
October 2015
- 22: A Shadow From the Past (1)
- 16: Life and living (22)
- 05: Swallow (0)
- 03: A Brain Working Overtime (1)
September 2015
- 26: Day 10 – EC Surgery (17)
- 25: Day 9 – EC Surgery (0)
- 24: Day 8 – EC Surgery (8)
- 23: Day 7 – EC Surgery (21)
- 22: Day 6 – EC surgery (22)
- 21: Day 5 – EC Surgery (0)
- 20: Day 4 – EC surgery (57)
- 19: Day 3 – EC Surgery (29)
- 18: Day 2 – EC Surgery (0)
- 17: Day 1- EC Surgery (0)
- 16: Day of surgery (7)
- 08: The Next Battle (7)
- 07: The Tail of the Broken Foodpipe (1)
August 2015
- 16: Twenty three years… (1)
- 15: A Bump In the Road (0)
- 07: Feelings – Random Thoughts (1)
July 2015
- 27: Under re-construction (2)
June 2015
- 25: Happy Birthday Mother (4)
- 20: Two Special Birthday Boys (10)
April 2015
- 15: Happy Birthday (10)
- 12: To my friend (14)
- 04: A Video (0)
- 04: Keeping busy (0)
February 2015
- 27: The Child (1)
- 22: Input – Output (20)
- 20: A Box Full of Fears (2)
- 16: Kind of on a blogging brake… (0)
January 2015
- 18: Twenty years (13)
- 03: Q&A from my readers (0)
- 03: Learning to speak (1)
December 2014
- 31: Good bye 2014 (0)
- 29: New Tube and New Meds (0)
November 2014
- 20: Birthday memorial (0)
- 20: Passworded Posts (0)
- 09: The Beauty and the Beast of Life (Part 2) (0)
- 05: About a Boy (15)
- 04: Untitled (3)
October 2014
- 19: November Rain (2)
- 14: Of me and Depression (3)
September 2014
- 26: Memories (0)
- 10: You are what you eat (1)
- 06: Silence (0)
August 2014
- 27: At this moment (1)
- 08: Just a short note… (1)
July 2014
- 29: A Battle to Win (4)
- 22: River Flows In You – Yiruma (4)
- 07: The Beauty and the Beast of Life (6)
June 2014
- 20: My Boys (0)
- 15: Happy Father’s Day (2)
- 11: Ileoscopy (2)
- 07: Don’t fall off… (0)
- 05: The Painist and the Girl (2)
- 02: Grandpa talking (1)
May 2014
- 28: An Elephant in the bed? (0)
- 27: Today (0)
- 25: My Glorious Tummy (2)
- 22: Writing (2)
- 20: The Little Good Things (0)
- 17: Insecurity – ??? (0)
- 17: I’m Mentally Ill – Are You Afraid of Me? (1)
- 16: Mind full of thoughts (0)
- 15: Words (0)
- 14: Little Butterflies (0)
- 13: It’s bed time (0)
- 13: From now on… (0)
- 11: Mother’s day – again (3)
- 10: Random (2)
- 10: Once up on a time (0)
- 08: I really am OK (0)
- 04: Love (0)
- 04: Titles are overrated (0)
- 01: So True (0)
- 01: No words today (0)
April 2014
- 30: Dear Schizophrenia (0)
- 27: Schizophrenia and me (10)
- 20: Happy birthday Amber (0)
- 19: Now, write something! (0)
- 17: Words… (0)
- 16: Some thoughts… (0)
- 16: First real post at this place (0)
- 12: Dark Afternoon David Neuve (cover) (0)
- 04: Child Falling Asleep (0)
December 2004
- 30: don’t belong (2)
- 16: I haven’t been updating much lately have I? (0)
- 02: …just another day (1)
November 2004
- 30: A man and his wishes (0)
- 23: Bleh (0)
- 18: random (0)
- 10: Tube… No More (0)
- 06: Hiatus (5)
- 02: Good Bye Tube (0)
October 2004
- 25: Sick (2)
- 22: real unreality (2)
- 20: operation simple (1)
- 18: some random thing (1)
- 15: blah blah (2)
- 13: nothing much (2)
- 12: Email problems (1)
- 12: I just want it to be simple… (3)
- 11: I can do better… (1)
- 08: Forever lasting… (1)
- 07: one day at the time (1)
- 06: Tommy (2)
- 05: memories (1)
- 04: well I guess… (2)
September 2004
- 28: A Brake (2)
- 27: …some days (1)
- 26: A survey thing (0)
- 25: grumpy old man (0)
- 24: not this time (3)
- 23: just a “simple” meal (3)
- 22: nothing really… (3)
- 21: A dialogue (2)
- 20: Some days… (0)
- 16: A Good Thing…but (2)
- 15: *untitled* (2)
- 14: Skins and such (4)
- 13: bleh (0)
- 09: Faqs section (1)
- 09: resting is overrated (0)
- 09: I’m here (2)
- 03: quietness (1)
- 01: funnytummy.com (1)
- 01: Slow Down Man! (2)
August 2004
- 31: Hi I’m Stoma (0)
- 31: 100 days! (2)
- 30: bleh… just because (0)
- 29: Food for thought (1)
- 27: learning to eat again (0)
- 26: shame on me (2)
- 25: Tummy Tales (0)
- 25: just a thought…. (1)
- 24: Phew! (3)
- 11: ouch (4)
- 09: brainless (3)
- 06: Shit (3)
- 04: No Pity. No Shame. No Silence (1)
- 04: put anything here (2)
July 2004
- 27: health issues (9)
- 26: quietness (4)
- 22: LB is down (1)
- 19: bleh (2)
- 15: back… bleh (3)
- 15: emergency (1)
- 15: boo! (0)
- 15: Spooky (0)
- 09: change of plans (0)
- 08: it will pass… (3)
- 07: one-liner (0)
- 02: but who cares anyway? (3)
June 2004
- 30: drowning (1)
- 28: A moment in tears (8)
- 23: revenge? …hell no (4)
- 23: The Collector’s Pit (4)
- 22: blood tests (3)
- 22: bleh (0)
- 20: Happy Birthday to… (1)
- 20: Never in a million years (1)
- 19: lazy day (0)
- 15: *sigh* (1)
- 11: happy (3)
- 10: Silently rambling (3)
- 09: go away! (4)
- 08: ugh (1)
- 07: sick (3)
- 05: psst (0)
- 04: grrr…. oh well (3)
May 2004
- 30: Sunday night randoms (2)
- 29: attention everybody! 😉 (11)
- 28: what the…? (4)
- 27: they’re watching me (1)
- 26: Insanity (2)
- 25: Notning and everything (0)
- 25: multicolor darkness (1)
- 24: counter reset (1)
- 23: detached (3)
- 21: New Skin (5)
- 19: Note (4)
- 19: Per Mena’s request… (0)
- 17: Fly (3)
- 14: I’ll be back (1)
- 11: Finally…. (2)
- 09: Few things random (3)
- 07: home (2)
- 07: weigh-in (0)
- 06: sorry (4)
- 05: not really alone but… (2)
- 04: TPN (1)
- 03: curse of evil (10)
- 02: Thinking Out loud (1)
- 01: Days like this… (2)
April 2004
- 30: memory loss (2)
- 28: more butt kicking (1)
- 28: butt kick (2)
- 27: random ramblings (3)
- 26: Spam and more spam (0)
- 24: Long day… too long (2)
- 23: inside my head… (3)
- 22: bleh (4)
- 21: Restricted posts (0)
- 20: Fear (3)
- 20: Happy Birthday (2)
- 19: skin number 21 (6)
- 16: It’s Friday (2)
- 15: Birthday Remembrance (5)
- 14: The monsters (8)
- 12: Eternity (2)
- 12: 23 questions (1)
- 11: He’s distant (1)
- 06: I’m around… (5)
- 04: sick (6)
- 01: Gender Identity (3)
- 01: just frustrated (3)
March 2004
- 31: Back (9)
- 26: Update (5)
- 25: See you soon (7)
- 23: I want life (5)
- 22: Very random (1)
- 20: Wind Beneath My Wings (3)
- 17: I’m back (1)
- 11: A brake (3)
- 09: Finally (4)
- 08: mwahhh (1)
- 06: random (0)
- 05: Staying Safe (3)
- 04: Just a normal day (0)
- 03: woot! (0)
- 03: Sleep (3)
- 02: Sometimes (3)
- 01: Awareness (3)
February 2004
- 27: New default skin (2)
- 26: Emotions (1)
- 24: A few random things… (3)
- 20: wow -ha! (5)
- 20: proudly supporting (0)
- 19: speaking… (1)
- 18: Random (1)
- 17: A Sigh (3)
- 12: not around (5)
- 10: totally random… (3)
- 09: Sick …again… (0)
- 06: So anyway…. (2)
- 05: the hospital trip (1)
- 05: tummy trouble (1)
- 04: look at what i found! (3)
- 03: First step (3)
- 02: Random (2)
January 2004
- 30: drugged (2)
- 27: anxious like hell (2)
- 26: just the way it is (1)
- 23: Change that thought…. (2)
- 21: Sleep (2)
- 20: well… (5)
- 19: head above surface (4)
- 19: Thank you! (0)
- 18: I failed (3)
- 16: Precious (5)
- 15: Hibernating (2)
- 12: Random (3)
- 09: psst (5)
- 09: afterlife (1)
- 08: Back Home (7)
- 06: Moving (0)
- 06: uhm (0)
- 04: Randomness (2)
December 2003
- 31: So anyway (3)
- 29: Silence (1)
- 19: Memorial (3)
- 18: back (1)
- 15: Not around (0)
- 10: hardly an entry… (2)
- 09: I’m fucked? (7)
- 09: Christmas memory (15)
- 08: I’m sad… (0)
- 05: Guess what! (0)
- 03: More Time (0)
- 02: forgive and forget (1)
- 01: Finally (1)
November 2003
- 27: quick (1)
- 25: Old medical records (8)
- 25: bleh what ever (1)
- 24: I really don’t need this (0)
- 22: damn (1)
- 21: it’s that simple (2)
- 21: grumpy (2)
- 19: i’m here (1)
- 17: happy birthday to me (3)
- 12: Trouble (1)
- 10: bad day (2)
- 08: grrr (0)
- 08: new beginning (2)
- 07: quick eep (0)
- 06: bahh (0)
- 05: this has to end (4)
- 05: A candle lit (1)
October 2003
- 30: Note to Self (2)
- 29: Totally random (2)
- 28: Comment Spam (0)
- 24: If (1)
- 23: Ramblings (4)
- 13: The Blues (9)
- 06: 50 days (11)
- 05: quietness (2)
- 04: more on the job (1)
- 03: eep (1)
- 02: job offer (4)
September 2003
- 28: Phew! (7)
- 25: nothing… that’s me (5)
- 22: tummy doc appt (2)
- 20: Too Fat (4)
- 19: sigh (1)
- 19: I miss you (1)
- 17: Sometimes…. (4)
- 11: there *is* hope (7)
- 06: again on the notify list (2)
- 03: …yes i really am going (0)
- 01: Inadequacy (5)
- 01: I took a brake (1)
August 2003
- 19: Support (1)
- 16: …no subject (3)
- 15: ….random (1)
- 14: The Princess (2)
- 12: My Own Prison (3)
- 06: I’m not dead (4)
July 2003
- 17: It’s a Girl (17)
- 09: Loneliness (3)
- 08: To know or not to know… (1)
- 07: Just Hiding (2)
- 05: Never Forget (4)
- 03: A Random Thought (1)
- 02: New Skin (1)
- 01: Just Random (1)
June 2003
- 30: Step by Step (1)
- 25: Friends Without Faces (8)
- 23: Hurting? (0)
- 23: losing it (0)
- 23: Just numb (4)
- 20: My birthday boys (4)
- 18: Random thoughts (5)
- 16: Far from perfect (2)
- 16: just a quick word (0)
- 05: Random thought (12)
- 05: I’m back (3)
- 02: Going to hospital (4)
- 01: flashbacks (0)
- 01: bad night… …more flash backs… (0)
May 2003
- 31: i know i probably shouldn’t (0)
- 27: I’ll be back later… (3)
- 26: Unreal but yet so real (4)
- 22: Obsession (12)
- 21: Gastroparesis (5)
- 21: New skin (1)
- 20: random (evil) though (3)
- 20: Check up (5)
- 19: i’m not dead… (11)
- 12: Are you ok? (8)
- 09: still here…but (0)
- 09: good bye (0)
- 07: On my mind (6)
- 06: memories (4)
- 06: just trying to cope (3)
- 06: New Plumbing (0)
- 05: Good days (1)
- 02: the day @ random (0)
- 02: memories (0)
- 02: Climbing the Mountain (7)
- 01: Interesting link (0)
- 01: not around much (1)
April 2003
- 28: What the hell? (6)
- 28: I hate it! (1)
- 28: I don’t know… (2)
- 28: Excuse me while I Scream (2)
- 25: doc appt (5)
- 23: …so i’m borded and when (1)
- 22: I always wonder… (19)
- 22: bleh (2)
- 21: I’m back (4)
- 20: A little update (3)
- 18: Going to Hospital (3)
- 16: over stressed (1)
- 15: Birthday Memorial (0)
- 15: I’ve had my eyes closed… (4)
- 14: I’m sorry (1)
- 14: Happy denial (0)
- 12: forever best friends (4)
- 09: just a few things (4)
- 07: roller-coaster ride (5)
- 04: A survey thing (2)
- 03: my previous post (0)
- 03: me the freak… fucked up (2)
- 02: New skin (1)
- 01: My Absence (2)
March 2003
- 30: let it be known (0)
- 30: …this is a random rant… (2)
- 28: I’m still here (2)
- 20: Silent Memorial (3)
- 19: Hope (1)
- 15: in the still of the night… (4)
- 13: thoughts turning around (1)
- 12: Skins are back (0)
- 12: Nightmare or flashback? (1)
- 10: Stop Pro-Anorexia (4)
- 10: Pro something (0)
- 10: Lost Somewhere (0)
- 08: One skin for now (0)
- 08: Eating Attitudes Test (4)
- 07: My House (3)
- 07: This and that (0)
- 05: bad mood warning (7)
- 05: I’m Diagnosed With an Eating Dissorder (0)
- 04: You Have To Stop This, you’ll disappear…. (0)
February 2003
- 28: I may not be around much (9)
- 27: i really shouldn’t…. (1)
- 26: Random Thoughts (0)
- 26: Still up (4)
- 26: Trackback/Pings (1)
- 26: My angel tonight (0)
- 26: Coding woes (0)
- 25: Thoughts in silence (1)
- 25: A “normal” day (1)
- 24: just by myself (0)
- 21: Damn Headaches (0)
- 19: Don’t Panic! (2)
- 18: numbers (3)
- 18: one of those days… (0)
- 17: Skins (1)
- 15: Pilgrim by Enya (2)
- 14: movabletype upgrade (0)
- 13: everyting will be ok (4)
- 12: Helpless (7)
- 11: member titles (1)
- 11: Empty throughts at random (3)
- 10: i’m back (2)
- 08: a brake (4)
- 08: Wasted (0)
- 07: just a thought (0)
- 04: doc appointment (3)
- 03: out of hiding? well maybe (5)
January 2003
- 27: not much to say (4)
- 22: grrr (4)
- 21: MySQL is slow (1)
- 21: A twisted thought (5)
- 20: random thoughts (1)
- 20: Comments please (3)
- 19: …today (0)
- 18: So We’re Here (1)
- 17: Eight Years Ago (0)
- 16: Moving the journal (0)
- 15: A brake (3)
- 13: Day by Day (7)
- 09: Peek-a-boo (7)
- 09: I’m still here (1)
- 07: sleepflower.org (1)
- 06: A way to start 2003 (3)
December 2002
- 20: Just a note (14)
- 20: Remembering (0)
- 19: Memorial (2)
- 18: Strange things happen (5)
- 17: Security Line (3)
- 13: Flashback (18)
- 12: My brother (1)
- 11: Thank you (2)
- 10: No SI (babble) log (4)
- 09: It’s a start… I guess (2)
- 06: Maybe I have a chance (3)
- 05: Questions… no reply (3)
- 04: We’re back (5)
- 04: Off-Line (0)
- 03: Silly survey (3)
- 02: The Weekend (2)
November 2002
- 28: Doc appointment (1)
- 26: Multiple or DID/MPD? (3)
- 25: Monday morning Urges (1)
- 22: Computer is off (1)
- 21: To be or not to be… (2)
- 20: warning sign (4)
- 20: Birthday – Memorial (1)
- 19: New default skin (0)
- 17: What is in a name? (2)
- 17: Happy birthday to me (11)
- 16: I need to ramble (1)
- 16: nothing much (0)
- 13: Anorexia is not a diet… (6)
- 12: Skins working now (1)
- 12: Doing better (1)
- 12: Trapped in care (1)
- 11: Thought @ Random (0)
- 11: Skining… again… (0)
- 10: Hiding (2)
- 10: Flirting with recovery (2)
- 05: Happy Birthday David (7)
October 2002
- 31: pointless whine (6)
- 25: Strange (2)
- 23: heart problems (4)
- 17: Not “ED” enough (2)
- 14: Dance of Life (3)
- 14: participation positives (2)
- 14: Monday Mission 2.41 (0)
- 14: Something’s up… (0)
- 13: Privious Entry (0)
- 13: Shame (0)
- 12: nothing really (1)
- 11: Site refreshments (3)
- 07: little bit better (4)
- 03: My Space… (3)
September 2002
- 25: What legend are you? (1)
- 23: Few words…. (5)
- 18: random negativity (5)
- 12: My Little Universe (5)
- 09: Silence (5)
- 04: I’m back at last! (8)
August 2002
- 16: disrespect?? (17)
- 10: Going offline (10)
- 08: Small request (8)
- 07: Moving (1)
- 06: I’m here (3)
July 2002
- 30: You say “Jesus loves me” (11)
- 30: Ranking on Google (1)
- 30: So you want an eating disorder? (29)
- 30: Alternatives (0)
- 30: Monday Mission 2.28 (0)
- 26: Hope? (7)
- 26: Friday Five (0)
- 25: Who are you? (16)
- 24: The rollercoaster ride (1)
- 22: Random thoughts and things (5)
- 20: Quiz (1)
- 19: bad mood (1)
- 19: darkness (2)
- 17: New Layout (2)
- 16: Crazy Stuff…I guess (1)
- 15: Still here… (1)
- 10: I need a brake…. (5)
- 08: Silence (11)
- 08: Monday Mission 2.27 (0)
- 07: He’s back! (0)
- 04: special people (4)
- 04: A brake…once again… (0)
- 03: Pro-something? (2)
- 03: mood swings (1)
- 01: Monday Mission 2.26 (0)
- 01: Bloggys resaults (1)
June 2002
- 30: I wonder… (2)
- 28: If tomorrow never comes (5)
- 28: Last post continued… (2)
- 27: Random thoughts (7)
- 27: The Google Game (4)
- 26: Read Me – A Blogger’s Disclaimer (4)
- 25: The Piano (8)
- 20: sleepflower.org (5)
- 18: The Bloggys (3)
- 17: Monday Mission (0)
- 16: maybe… maybe not… (4)
- 14: In need of a crisis? (2)
- 11: somewhat back (3)
- 07: An unwanted brake (1)
- 05: Happy Birthday Sunna (4)
- 03: Positives (5)
- 03: Monday Mission 2.22 (0)
- 02: Im my head (1)
May 2002
- 31: Computer problems (0)
- 29: First Day at School (2)
- 28: Site hick-ups? (1)
- 28: From a Book (0)
- 24: It’s Friday (1)
- 22: Just checking in (0)
- 21: Loss of words (7)
- 17: Back (6)
- 15: Going Passworded (13)
- 14: I don’t know for sure… (5)
- 13: Something you should know… (11)
- 12: mother’s day (4)
- 11: Improving without effort, (1)
- 10: No sleep (5)
- 09: Evil powers (1)
- 08: Random Thoughts (2)
- 08: Bad day (1)
- 07: SOS lost memory chip! (0)
- 07: Monday Mission 2.18 (1)
- 06: Childish games (7)
- 03: nothing to say really (3)
- 02: Guess What? (0)
April 2002
- 30: self censorship (4)
- 29: ugh (0)
- 29: Monday Mission 2.17 (0)
- 27: Family time (3)
- 26: random thoughts (3)
- 24: Listen (3)
- 23: 6’1″ and 134lbs (2)
- 23: blah rambilings (7)
- 22: My World (1)
- 22: Web Logers Commandments (0)
- 22: Monday Mission 2.16 (0)
- 21: Only death (0)
- 21: random ramblings from a crazy person (1)
- 19: A Brake (3)
- 18: Angel Song (1)
- 18: Why we are not DID (4)
- 17: The Best Thing (0)
- 17: test really (3)
- 15: Got To – Want To (0)
- 15: Forever 5 (4)
- 14: end of a friend ship (4)
- 12: Fear or obsession (2)
- 12: Memorial (5)
- 11: behind on everything (2)
- 11: Hiding Angels (0)
- 11: Random Thoughts (2)
- 10: Our Pain (0)
- 10: Blogger Insider (2)
- 09: I am here (8)
- 08: distant feelings (2)
- 08: Monday Mission 2.14 (0)
- 05: Friday Five (3)
March 2002
- 31: I only wish….. (12)
- 30: The Snowfamily (5)
- 26: The Weblog Review (8)
- 26: Signing Off for Easter (1)
- 26: Positives (5)
- 26: Monday Mission 2.12 (0)
- 24: Are you linking to my site? (0)
- 22: Out of here! (7)
- 20: Memorial (8)
- 19: checking in (4)
- 19: I’m around (2)
- 18: Monday Mission 2.11 (1)
- 18: weekend bit (3)
- 18: huh? (4)
- 15: Inside Children (4)
- 15: Almost Silent II (2)
- 13: Almost Silent (9)
- 08: Sunna (8)
- 08: Friday Five (0)
- 07: Rain got hosted! (1)
- 07: You can Fly (0)
- 05: Monday Mission 2.9 (5)
- 02: Unknown (16)
- 01: grrrr (5)
- 01: Eating Attitudes Test (1)
February 2002
- 27: gente della luna (19)
- 25: Blogger Insider (5)
- 25: Back and Monday Mission 2.8 (3)
- 22: site problem ramblings (3)
- 19: Something came up (7)
- 19: What is a friend? (7)
- 18: Monday Mission 2.7 (6)
- 14: multiplicity as a disorder (16)
- 13: promise (2)
- 13: attention layout gurus (2)
- 11: participation positives (8)
- 11: Fucking shit! (2)
- 08: pain (7)
- 07: back again (6)
- 04: a small brake (5)
- 01: Off for the weekend (6)
January 2002
- 31: She is back (2)
- 31: Neighbours (1)
- 29: questions and answers (3)
- 29: positives (5)
- 27: was she right or wrong? (10)
- 25: How well do you know us? (7)
- 23: Out of Place (10)
- 22: Rambling Rain (3)
- 20: Blogger Insider (1)
- 18: Friday five (1)
- 17: To day I must feel bad (3)
- 15: WOW (2)
- 14: The If Project (1)
- 11: distraction (3)
- 09: Downfall (10)
- 05: multiplicity (6)
- 03: New Year, New Begining (8)