Keeping busy

This post has no real purpose than to let people know if they see something funny or weird… You may see occasional “test” post pop up here and there…  but  I’m just working on some changes….  I haven’t been very active posting on the blog lately….  but been wanting to do some work on here for a while… I’m probably going to be working on this for the next few days….  let’s see how it goes…

Passworded Posts

Sorry for all the passworded posts I’ve been putting on here… For those who know my middle name… you can use it to access these posts… for those that don’t… you should be able to find it on here somewhere… or you can always send me a message at gabriel.j.arsante [at] gmail.com or through my Facebook page…

Some thoughts…

…on this website…

When I was blogging… way back in the day… I just wrote… and didn’t really think about what I wrote or what words I used…if that makes sense …so there are probably post in there that are maybe a little too graphical and can be triggering… or something…

From what I have seen by visiting blogs that are similar to mine… similar to what mine used to me anyway, as I’m not really in the same place now as I was back then… have this kind of posts passworded… Now I will probably password those posts… but however there are quite a few posts that I need to go through so that will probably take some time…

Consider this a warning… My older posts are about abuse, flashbacks, self-injury, anorexia/eating dissorders and suicidal thoughts… if you are not safe… please don’t go there and read…

Out of hiding…

First of all… I’m still working on the redesign… I have LOTS of things left to do… many of which aren’t noticed by a normal web surfer… but I notice as the owner/designer …whatever…

However since the site doesn’t look like a bomb just exploded… or with PHP error messages all over the place… I’m going to put the journal back up in the front row… It may disappear again …but from now on… I’m not really expecting the same amount of errors as before though…
…a proper journal entry may turn up here before the end of the day….

operation simple

I’ve been sitting here since morning getting this new layout up and all that time I’ve had my zempt thingy open as well trying to think of what to say…

It’s not really that I ‘have to’ say something… but well…. I have a new skin up… I need to disable the old skins for a bit because I want/need to make some changes to them… and or move some files around…. It’s all a part of the on going (but very slowly) ‘operation simple’ I spoke about about a week ago… but I need to make some changes on my directory structure because as it is I can’t find anything and it’s a mess in there I’m afraid…

Email problems

For some odd reason… and I have a feeling this is server related… I am not getting any email 🙁 I have had a few livejournal comments and comments on my domain but I’m not getting them… I know Sunna sent me an email from work 3 hours ago… and I haven’t gotten it yet… so I sent myself a message (from one address on this server to another address on this server) but I don’t get it…

I have to get off now and spend some time with my wife 😉 … but if you have emailed me today… and/or if you need to email me use my gmail.com addy …sorry about that… but I’ve IMed my lovely ‘geek person’ so it will hopefully be resolved soon!

Skins and such

I have 2 new skins up…. I’m not sure why i continue to add those to this site… I have so many of them already and most likely they aren’t being used by many people anyway… that is… if there still are any people who come here… *shrug*

Tummy Tales

… and hospital diaries…. If you’ve read my past entry on the same subject just scroll down two entries…

The rest of the site is still under construction but I think I will launch this right here and now …or I might not do it at all… but you have no idea how many website i’ve made but never showed to any one…. If you did you’d faint 😛

I hope no one will faint while reading those…. It all sounds scary too me but I have a feeling that I’m not among the bravest people when it comes to things like that…

ouch - tail_on_fire

I love this picture btw… it explains very well how I feel right now…. woff! 😛
OK yeah i told you I’m in a weird mood…

LB is down

For those who know what this is about only….
Yes LB is down…. the account has been temporarily suspended…. It’s not bandwidth this time…..
This is the email i got from the host….

Hello it has come to our attention that your site is using over 25% of the server cpu singlehanded
This is compromising the server performance and we need to upgrade your site to a semi-dedicated server Dual Xeon to be able to freely use this much memory without having others on the server suffering
We need you to cooperate with $30.00 a month to cover the expense of the semi-dedicated server
let us know if we can proceed so we can move all your files and have everything up for you right now

Now what to do people??
Missa? help?

Spooky

Just in case you notice something weird…. I’m working on some changes around here 😉
You will notice the skin change… but the old skins will be back soon.

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